Crazy how a memory can just destroy you a little bit, in such an unexpected instant. Things hit me all the time, reminding me of my dad. It is still so hard. I suspect it always will be.
A strong feeling of contentment with not drinking. It was so out of hand before. I really have to keep going and look back only with the wisdom that being sober is so much better for my life. I can only be grateful for right now, and know that I can't take not drinking for granted.
Not much else to share. Been a little out of sorts today but also weirdly productive. Much love always.
Just a big hug from me. Being out of sorts is okay and sometimes we are reminded of things out of the blue, I think, just so we don't forget too easily. I bet it's hard but you are doing so great with not drinking through it!!! I'm waffling a bit but it feels temporary as opposed to the permanence it felt like for years!
ReplyDeleteThanks HD, big hugs going out to you as well. :)
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