Showing posts with label Smoking. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Smoking. Show all posts

Thursday, April 21, 2016

Weirdo Craving

Hello to all who might be reading this today.  Had a weird craving last night....not for booze..for a cigarette..??  I was about to leave for my bereavement class (which was awesome- super intense, but good) and I guess I was just thinking of my dad and then what do you know, a random urge to smoke a cigarette popped into the old brain.  It thankfully only lingered for a few minutes.  It's a lot easier to not smoke when I am not drinking!!  When I would drink, I'd sometimes get an urge to smoke, and that was pretty much that- I was done for- whether I smoked that evening or not, I knew it would happen soon.  It always did.  Like some smoky switch got flipped- usually when I was several drinks in and perhaps semi-sad/depressed.  I do not miss that at all.  Things are good this morning. Wishing you well. <3