Felt weird sadness for not drinking in the future, yet I do not have the desire to drink currently. It's a strange dichotomy. I think I need to focus on how I feel today as opposed to how I imagine I'll feel tomorrow. The Carr book would tell me that in the future there will be no desire to drink and hence no sadness or temptation will exist. I think AA would say one day at a time. Halfway into double digit day of sobriety and I am pleased about that.
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