I like how I feel right now. I like not counting days and just living. Living without drinking, without false escape. I did just count and it is the morning of my sixteenth day. Doesn't sound like much, but I guess there is weight in the number. I wonder if I will ever tell anyone about this blog. Not anytime soon, for sure. It's weird to write openly to the vast anonymous blanket of the internet. I always wanted to be a journal person but I could never keep it up. Part of me was really paranoid that someone would come across it and read it, so I would hold back and not share like I meant to. For some reason this is working for me. Cool. I feel good. Grateful for this feeling.
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