So many moods. Started reading Jason Vale- I like it. Made me think on my thoughts from the other night about contemplating drinking on random occasions... a way of keeping myself in "the trap" (depressing thought). I wonder about how accurate my perception of my own will to stop is. I guess what is important is that the desire is there at all. Still freeing myself. It takes time. I feel good not drinking, and from what I hear, I will only feel better and better. My moods rise and fall. Sleepy now. Another night with no alcohol. It's beginning to feel a little foreign to me drinking every single night like I had been. Cool.
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