Thursday, April 21, 2016
Weirdo Craving
Hello to all who might be reading this today. Had a weird craving last night....not for booze..for a cigarette..?? I was about to leave for my bereavement class (which was awesome- super intense, but good) and I guess I was just thinking of my dad and then what do you know, a random urge to smoke a cigarette popped into the old brain. It thankfully only lingered for a few minutes. It's a lot easier to not smoke when I am not drinking!! When I would drink, I'd sometimes get an urge to smoke, and that was pretty much that- I was done for- whether I smoked that evening or not, I knew it would happen soon. It always did. Like some smoky switch got flipped- usually when I was several drinks in and perhaps semi-sad/depressed. I do not miss that at all. Things are good this morning. Wishing you well. <3
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