Long day, kinda tough really. I wish family gatherings were more peaceful. Took a little while to decompress back at home, but I did. I thought about how it's Saturday evening and normally we'd be drinking. I'd be coping with the day with alcohol. Wanting maybe only 2 drinks and then it ending up being closer to 4, sleeping funky, waking up exhausted, probably with a headache. At some point a little while ago, I found myself laughing with my husband and felt a clean happiness inside. It's hard to explain but I felt the joy in that funny moment. Heard myself laughing and it was just an honest laugh. It was a really nice feeling. Miss my dad always.
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